A certain someone says that they don't care, they just want something. Everyone knows that is definitely the vaguest, least accurate thing you can say. Because just about no one, at least not anyone with a certain amount of self-respect, would ever just settle. If we all just wanted "something", "anything", then it wouldn't be this hard. The truth is, we have this ideal in our minds, and that is the 'something' that we want.
Like you can say that you just want to be in a relationship, you don't care with who. So the next day, you discover someone you've never considered as anything before suddenly likes you. You'll find yourself completely contradicting everything you said just yesterday, and start forming a montage of excuses as to why you can not be with this specific person. Why? Because this person is probably not the one you dreamed up in your mind. That's why.
They do not resemble the image you conjured up in your mind of the person you want to give your affections to, they do not fit in the picture you imagined, so you automatically push them away. But what do we do with those missed opportunities?
Is the next time we face a similar situation, this time on the other end, karma?
And what do we do about those around us who pressure. Pressure. Pressure. Pressure us to be a certain way, like what they want you to, do what they want you to, the hypocrites who demand too much but reciprocate half-heartedly.
I'm very tired. School wears me out--never getting enough sleep.
So, I'm not quite sure what I'm talking about anymore,
but i'm tired of giving up.
Friday, January 4, 2008
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