if you're out on your own, feeling lonely and so cold...

The other team canceled the meet yet again. The first cancellation is a hassle. The second? A pain in the ass. It would've been better for a forfeit; more convenient, and also this screws up all of my scheduling plans. I actually cried when I found out it was rescheduled to Friday. That is an extreme symptom of extreme stress, which is terrible. I should not be crying over a track meet, of all things to cry about. AND YET, it made me freak out, and I felt so overwhelmed, and frustrated, and pressured, and worried, and panicky. I am now watching Gilmore Girls season 1 and feeling unhealthy amounts of envy because Rory is smart, goes to private school, and does not run track. Lucky girl. On the bright side, I found out that I qualified for the NMSQT. Hooray! Totally surprising. But great.