for once maybe i could

keep this up?
I want to be a writer.
I love being inspired at random times by books.
Right now, I'm reading the third book of the Gemma Doyle trilogy by Libba Bray. And I just accidentally read a spoiler even though I already guessed it based on my horrible habit of skimming. I'm sure that lots of people know what I'm talking about, when you flip through the book looking for the good parts. Yeah. Well, anyway, I already know this book is going to be sad and I'm sure it'll be bittersweet and I'll actually really like it and deny all the bad parts like I did with Harry Potter. It's in my nature. Oh well, besides that, I haven't really gotten anything done at all. I've been trying to teach myself kinetics, to no avail. I still have absolutely no idea what the difference is between first-order and second-order. Like the whole ln[A] vs. 1/ln[A].. Yeah I don't know what the fuck those things are.


Writers are always eccentric.
I feel like I'm eccentric. Maybe I could be a writer.